放榜雜談

終於放榜了,各位中五生定必對此感到緊張吧?老實說我也只是臨派成績前才覺得緊張,畢竟這些事情已成定局,抱著輕鬆的心情和萬全的準備就足夠了。

放榜前一天我還去了動漫展看跳舞比賽,站得腿也發麻…不過很值得,來自廣州的The Speed(不知道串得對不對)得到冠軍,的確跳得很不錯,反而很多表演嘉賓跳得十分”Hea”…真是大失所望,完了這邊後凌晨又陪生他們唱K。原本我們是兩點四十五分就要停的了,怎料唱著唱著就五點了,最後大家都支持不住要走了,回到去後也很累,休息了一回就去等放榜。

就如人們所說,放榜時定必悲喜交雜,我自己則很幸運,分數剛好是IVE設計的最低要求,所以也很感謝神。只是回家睡覺後居然發燒了…還要燒到40度,整個人腳步浮浮,頭有點痛,味覺變異,沒胃口,真是度日如年的日子…幸好病了2、3天後今天終於退燒了,也因為這樣我才能在這裡打blog,不過說起也巧合,要不是昨天八號風球,我也不能休息多一天了,這是神的旨意吧?

最後各位會考生,不管你們對自己的成績滿意與否,也好好面對未來吧。這套MV雖然我已經貼過一次,當然對我來說這兩次的意義都不同,希望大家留意歌詞。

8 Mile

Lyrics

Sometimes I just feel like, quittin I still might
Why do I put up this fight, why do I still write
Sometimes it’s hard enough just dealin with real life
Sometimes I wanna jump on stage and just kill mics
And show these people what my level of skill’s like

But I’m still white, sometimes I just hate life
Somethin ain’t right, hit the brake lights
Case of the stage fright, drawin a blank like
Da-duh-duh-da-da, it ain’t my fault
Great then I falls, my insides crawl
and I clam up (wham) I just slam shut
I just can’t do it, my whole manhood’s
just been stripped, I have just been vicked
So I must then get off the bus then split
Man fuck this shit yo, I’m goin the fuck home
World on my shoulders as I run back to this 8 Mile Road

[Chorus]
I’m a man, I’ma make a new plan
Time for me to just stand up, and travel new land
Time for me to just take matters into my own hands
Once I’m over these tracks man I’ma never look back
(8 Mile Road) And I’m gone, I know right where I’m goin

Sorry momma I’m grown, I must travel alone
ain’t gon’ follow the footsteps I’m making my own
Only way that I know how to escape from this 8 Mile Road

I’m walkin these train tracks, tryin to regain back
the spirit I had ‘fore I go back to the same crap
To the same plant, and the same pants
Tryin to chase rap, gotta move ASAP
And get a new plan, momma’s got a new man
Poor little baby sister, she don’t understand
Sits in front of the TV, buries her nose in the pad
And just colors until the crayon gets dull in her hand
While she colors her big brother and mother and dad
Ain’t no tellin what really goes on in her little head
Wish I could be the daddy that neither one of us had
But I keep runnin from somethin I never wanted so bad!
Sometimes I get upset, cause I ain’t blew up yet
It’s like I grew up, but I ain’t grow me two nuts yet
Don’t gotta rep my step, don’t got enough pep
The pressure’s too much man, I’m just tryin to do what’s best
And I try, sit alone and I cry

Yo I won’t tell no lie, not a moment goes by
That I don’t pray to the sky, please I’m beggin you God
Please don’t let me pigeon holed in no regular job
Yo I hope you can hear me homey wherever you are
Yo I’m tellin you dawg I’m bailin this trailer tomorrow
Tell my mother I love her, kiss baby sister goodbye
Say whenever you need me baby, I’m never too far
But yo I gotta get out there, the only way I know
And I’ma be back for you, the second that I blow
On everything I own, I’ll make it on my own
Off to work I go, back to this 8 Mile Road

[Chorus]

You gotta live it to feel it, you didn’t you wouldn’t get it
Or see what the big deal is, why it wasn’t the skillest

To be walkin this borderline of Detroit city limits
It’s different, it’s a certain significance, a certificate
of authenticity, you’d never even see
But it’s everything to me, it’s my credibility
You never seen heard smelled or met a real MC
who’s incredible upon the same pedestal as me
But yet I’m still unsigned, havin a rough time
Sit on the porch with all my friends and kick dumb rhymes
Go to work and serve MC’s in the lunchline
But when it comes crunch time, where do my punchlines go
Who must I show, to bust my flow
Where must I go, who must I know

Or am I just another crab in the bucket
Cause I ain’t havin no luck with this little Rabbit so fuck it
Maybe I need a new outlet, I’m startin to doubt shit
I’m feelin a little skeptical who I hang out with
I look like a bum, yo my clothes ain’t about shit
At the Salvation Army tryin to salvage an outfit
And it’s cold, tryin to travel this road
Plus I feel like I’m on stuck in this battlin mode
My defenses are so up, but one thing I don’t want
is pity from no one, the city is no fun
There is no sun, and it’s so dark
Sometimes I feel like I’m just bein pulled apart
From each one of my limbs, by each on of my friends
It’s enough to just make me wanna jump out of my skin
Sometimes I feel like a robot, sometimes I just know not
what I’m doin I just blow, my head is a stove top
I just explode, the kettle gets so hot
Sometimes my mouth just overloads the ass that I don’t got
But I’ve learned, it’s time for me to U-turn
Yo it only takes one time for me to get burned

Ain’t no fallin no next time I meet a new girl
I can no longer play stupid or be immature
I got every ingredient, all I need is the courage
Like I already got the beat, all I need is the words
Got the urge, suddenly it’s a surge
Suddenly a new burst of energy is occured
Time to show these free world leaders the three and a third
I am no longer scared now, I’m free as a bird
Then I turn and cross over the median curb
Hit the ‘burbs and all you see is a blur from 8 Mile Road

[Chorus]

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